SEVERE DEPRESSION

I Would Do Anything If Only I Could Stay Here

Ms. Hu went into shock when her husband was killed in a coal mining accident in 1988. After that her health took a dive. She developed low blood pressure, anemia, stomachaches, and back pain. She couldn't raise her head because of a bone spur on one of her neck vertebrae.

"Three years later, just when I thought time was healing my wounds, another tragedy struck. This time I lost my mind. I was deeply depressed and needed someone to look after me around the clock."

"What happened, Ms. Hu?"

She looked down on the ground, said in a choking voice, "My son died."

A year later, my brother heard of the Center and brought me here. At first I cried each time my teacher asked me to relax and I couldn't remember the ChiLel movements because as soon as I learned them I forgot them immediately. But my teacher was very patient and supportive. Slowly I began to trust the people around me, and I also started to remember the movements.

"Even though I was much better after two months of ChiLel, I was still afraid to be left alone. Then one day during one of Lao-shi's speeches, I saw Lao-shi wave his hand in a sweeping motion. I suddenly felt as if his hand had gone through my head and my mind became instantly clear. A smile came to my face and I told my brother that he could go home now.

"After the third month, I was free to go. Yet I didn't want to leave and implored my teacher, 'I would do anything to stay here.' He replied that the Center was looking for a good housekeeper. 'I'll take the job!' I shouted with joy.

"When I went home for a visit, my relatives were surprised to see me alone, asking, 'How could you have come home by yourself?' They still regarded me as a confused soul!"

Like many others at the Center, Ms. Hu serves silently, contributing whatever she can to make this place a comfortable home for the weary and sick

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