illness might be returning, maybe I'm not practicing enough?

Posted by Mimi on October 14, 19100 at 02:03:01:

Hello, I'm on my 57th day of LCUPCD, 3 centers merge and la chi. I usually practice between an hour and an hour and a half a day. My blood test was normal three weeks ago, but over the past few days I've been noticing bruises again, which are a symptom that my platelet count might be falling and my disease coming back. I'm almost afraid to get a blood test to find out, because I don't want to know. Sometimes I think I must not be doing the practice right because I've never really been able to feel the chi inside of me, just on my face and on the outside of my body. Lately I haven't been feeling it much at all. But tonight, during the full moon practice, it felt so powerful, it made me cry. Chilel just has to work to heal me, because the other options are unbearable for me to think about: chemotherapy, surgery, etc. I guess I'm just feeling discouraged and scared, seeing those bruises and I've put so much faith into chilel. Any encouragement would be greatly appreciated. Mimi

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• THANK YOU Mimi 23:54:28 10/15/100 (0)
• Healing for Mimi NancyCA 21:46:50 10/14/100 (0)
• chi and encouragement to Mimi Norma 17:01:17 10/14/100 (2)
  • yin and yang Dawn 19:11:41 10/14/100 (1)
    • healing back to Dawn Mimi 20:05:43 10/14/100 (0)
• Mimi, much love and healing chi to you (no msg). Marian Marian 02:24:27 10/14/100 (1)
  • That's Normal Ray 13:03:33 10/14/100 (0)

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